Source: Wikepedia
Source: Wikepedia
Taken from my Paranormal Journal... (March, 2004)
- The nurse I had the two days I was in the hospital was named... Cheryl.
- The nurse who prepped me for the procedure was named... Cheryl.
- The lady who came in to clean my room was... Cheryl’s aunt, her mother’s sister.
I have begun paring down some of my Facebook pages, and trimming up and redoing some of my websites and blogs, as my creativity is taking new twists and turns and bents, as everything eventually does with time.
I had a FB page to connect with my websites, two of them, and then there was an author's page, because why not, all the authors on FB seem to do that; and there were ten pages for my books, each book having its own special page, tra-la-la. I deactivated all of these. I believe that's 13 pages?
The Witch's Corner FB page was probably the most predominantly popular page, with 40,000 likes and followers. Now, mind you, that it so deceptive. For all the cotton pickin' posts that I made on this FB page, for years, there was virtuallly NO interaction, none at all. I felt like I was talking to myself. I really didn't think that anyone was paying any attention, or that maybe FB was not allowing this page to be seen.
So, just to be courteous, and because it's what you usually do, before I deactivated this page I put up a little post stating that I would be doing this on a particular date. I had over 100 people respond to this post. I know, out of 40,000 that's still not even a drop in the bucket, but when you compare it to ZERO, it's a miracle.
One lady said something to the effect: "I'm so sorry to see this go, this page has been such an inspiration to me for such a long time; I just love it, but you do what you think you have to do."
Really?
You mean it never occured to this woman over the course of this "long time" to interact at all? Not to click the Like button, not to leave a comment, nothing... she was lurking, just my opinion. Did she think I, as a creator, would keep this up forever with absolutley No Feedback, no idea if anyone was reading it, or if anyone liked it? I had no idea if anyone could even see it!
I was disgusted.
And that's the end of my story/rant today.
So, I've had a page up at this site for years, put it up back in the day when it was so much fun to discover all these new places you could post Stuff. But I don't know if anyone really sees it, if anything on this site is viewable at all, or if this freebie page that I sat up is hidden in a closet somewhere, buried under boxes of junk, and stored away from other pages on this site, pages where people have "gone premium".
Back in the day, when everyone was getting started, and the internet was a wide open empty space just begging for content, everything was free. I don't know about you, but it sure was a rude awakening for me when websites suddenly started demanding money to keep your page, or so restricted your free page that it might as well not exist. It wasn't fun anymore. And I don't know about anyone else, but I can't afford, nor would it be worth my while, to suddenly become a premium customer. Ain't gonna' happen.
Here's a link, check it out, see what you think...
https://about.me/amythystraine
You want to look, I know you do.
Casting spells is easy, even for the beginner, or the true virginal novice. It's like working with a recipe in the kitchen. There are ingredients, and there are directions so you know what to do with the ingredients, and of course there's a matter of timing involved. That's all there is to it, really. And did you know, just like working with recipes from a cookbook in the kitchen, you can make changes to a spell to make it really your own creation, with a tweak here and a little tweak there, and voila, before you know it, you're doing magick and being really creative and even adventursome about it.
Does it work? Quite honestly, for me, most of the time it has, but it might not work exactly in the way that you expected it to. Sometimes it's better, and sometimes it's just unexpected, and sometimes it doesn't work. Why? I don't know, maybe the timing was off, the stars and heavenly bodies and all thier glorious energy were not working in your favor, or maybe it's yourself that was "off", and Spirit knew it, and the universe shivered at the overwhelming amount of pent up anger, or rage, or anxiety, or fear emanting from your soul. Sometimes we get in our own way of success, and this includes in the practice of magic.
But it's always there. You have the chance to clear your head, clean up your thoughts, ground and center yourself, browse through spells and ingredients -- herbs, and candles, and incense, and stones -- and just allow yourself to open up to all of the infinite possibilities the universe lays at our feet.
Now, go find yourself a spell that I know you need, and work some magic...
Welcome to my YouTube podcast, Bump in the Night. The following links are links to videos that can be found on the Bump in the Night Playlist, listed by title/topic. Enjoy!
The Art of Psychometry
Paranormal Investigation #2
Black-Eyed Children (BEKS)
Skinwalkers
Sleep Paralysis ~ They Come in the Night
The Doll from Hell
Paranormal Investigation #1
Is Your House Haunted
Psychic Tales
Premonitions: Impending Death, Recognizing Its Salutation
Premonitions: The Day the Beautiful Tree was Cut Down
Five Famous Haunted Houses
Freaky True Paranormal/Supernatural Stories
Detecting Spirits in Your House
Was it a Doppelganger, a ghost, or astral projection?
My Weird and Creepy Experiences with The Clairs
Here's the ring and a look at the beneficial side of the stones. You tell me, did I finally find the perfect ring?
The six cards drawn today throw a spot light on decisions, the fact that someone's trying to manipulate you financially, and they make a good point of reminding us that we really need to know who are friends are -- and who they are not.
Two phrases I'm really tired of hearing. They have been so overused, please stop:
1) "please smash the like button" ~ obviously some YouTuber came up with this phrase, thinking that they were being original and clever, but it seems like almost every soul out there with a YouTube channel has picked it up, thinking they are being original and clever without having to come up with something on their own.
2) "the thing I love about you is that you really don't know how good you are" ~ has said every judge at every singing audition out there. We all know that these talented and untalented folks auditioning for these shows are just fodder for this season's episodes. Very -- VERY -- rarely does anyone ever rise above this to become a genuine star.
The Knight of Cups... You hold in your hand the sacred grail, as elusive and mysterious as the paramour that once was, and you peer within its depths looking for answers that do not exist, for questions that were never asked.
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For three readings in a row now the Queen of Wands has come up. I was shocked when I drew this card a third time. For me she represents two specific individuals, individuals that were in my life at one time, but that I would not want involved with my life now. It's a long story.
Our cards for today:Psychometry is the ability to pick up information when holding an object in your hands using your psychic abilities. Let's explore psychometry -- the what, the how, the history, and the infinitie possiblities. I also include my own psychometric experience, one of the most powerful psychic experiences that I've had.
This investigation included a lovely quaint little house sitting on the edge of the woods. This experience was very different than the last investigation we conducted. First, there were fewer images taken; the family was more interested in following us around and talking all the while; and they were also very excited and eager to share their own paranormal experiences with us. Much of this, of course, was very personal and was considered private. This did not detract from the excitment that always accompanies an investigation, or the expectations of what we'll uncover. Enjoy!
Today's insights on The Mystic Crone podcast..
Welcome to my YouTube Channel and the Tarot Parlour Podcast, here's an episode of "Things That Go Bump in the Night"...
Sleep paralysis, definition:
During the process of waking up or falling asleep, you're suddenly unable to move. Your body becomes paralyzed as if an unseen weight is upon you. You may be unable to move your arms or legs, body, and head. You can breathe and think, but you may be unable to speak.My mother, myself, and one of my daughters have experienced this strange phenomena. As I was researching for this blog post, I realized that the mundane medical field has a pat explanation for the experience, which of course is centered in the science of their fields. However, when you have experienced sleep paralysis yourself, and when you hear other people's experiences, it opens the door for explanations that are far from mundane. For those of us who believe in the paranromal and have had other experiences of this nature, besides sleep paralysis, it is very clear that this is a supernatural experience, not a medical event. And who is right? You tell me.
My mother
She was laying in bed beside my sleeping step-father, tucked in cozy beneath the quilts and comforter, stretched out full length, with her feet near the end of the bed. She said that suddenly something grabbed ahold of both of her feet and began to pull her slowly down to the end of the bed. She said she could feel the sheets and blankets as she was sliding through them. She was aware of my step-father as she was sliding past him, but she could not move to free herself and she could not call out for help. She told me that before she began to physcially be pulled off the end of the bed, she used monumental concentation and physcial strength to kick off whatever was holding her feet. This experience terrified my mother. It's an experience that was always as sharp and unforgettable to her as if it just happened. After this event, she was afraid to sleep stretched out, with her feet near the end of the bed.
My daughter
My daughter was also in bed, tucked in with her husband in the middle of the night, when she heard something that sounded like a noise at their front door. She thought for a brief panicky moment that they had forgotten to lock the front door and there was an intruder in their house. When she went to turn and wake her husband, she discovered that she could neither move nor speak. She lay frozen as she watched a black shadow figure of a man wearing a hat wander through the house, passing their bedroom door several times. She said that it took monumental effort of both concentration and physical strength to break the paralysis, and once she did, the figure was gone. She adamantly states that she was not asleep, that there was no "waking up" period when the experience ended, that she was completely totally awake and conscious throughout the entire event, beginning, middle, and end.
My experience
I was tucked into my large cozy bed all by myself in the upstairs bedroom of my grandmother's house, laying on my right side, the blankets pulled up around my chin. Suddenly, I felt a hot breath on my left ear and heard a whispered voice saying, "Call me if you need me." This was repeated several times, and each time it was spoken I felt the hot air on my ear. The voice was familiar, it was the voice of the man that I was dating at the time, but I knew that this was not really him. I felt the negative evil energy, and I was scared to death. I started reciting every childhood prayer I could think of, over and over. Then I felt the bed raise up off the floor, shaking and unsteady, when it was dropped back in place. This happened several times, over and over. I couldn't move, but I could close my eyes, and so I did, very tightly, refusing to look at whatever was in my room, and refusing to answer the voice. I continued reciting the prayers that I knew at the time, concentraing hard on doing this, until I don't remember anything anymore. When I got up the next morning, I actually walked around the large bed to look at the bed posts and see if they had moved from their original positions.
Today we're going to pick a random tarot card and write down our interpretation of it. Then we're going to leave it set out for the day, and we're going to go back two more times to look at the card and write down our interpretation of it... with surprising results.
So I read an article this morning on goodmorningamerica.com about all the hoopla over the photograph Kate Middleton released of her and her children, the first official photo post-surgery, and how it's been pulled all over the world and taken down because they declare that it has been suspiciously edited. It also said that Kennsington Palace does not intend to re-release the unedited version. Why?
Daily Cards/Daily Wisdom... I had so much fun with this series of 8 cards! They were both eye-opening and fun. You'll have to see how many of them you connect with. Also, to my troll (s), it's going to be okay, really, it is. I know you might feel bitter or betrayed the way life has played out for you, but you may have also dodged a bullet and you don't even realize it.
Am I the only one who finds this whole Wendy Williams saga suspicious?
So is someone finally taking responsibility for their actions and decisions from the other side? Better late than never?
I received the doll when I was 3 or 4-years-old. She was a gift from my Aunt, and she was the same size as me. She had shoulder length auburn hair and bangs, big blue eyes with dark lashes, a stretchy narrow gold headband, a light blue and white party dress, and black patent leather Mary Jane shoes. She eventually found a permanent spot in my upstairs bedroom, and this is where she stayed for many years to come, and so did I.
I grew to be very afraid of this doll, and I grew to hate her.
It started when I was about 6-years-old. I would get an uneasy feeling around this doll. She stood as a sentinel at my bedroom door, and I would have to pass by her every time I entered or exited the room. I noticed that when I did this, the hair on the back of my neck would stand up. This is something that I kept to myself, thinking it was just me. I never told anyone of my experiences, or even how I felt about this doll.
But there was an even more disturbing phenomena, which became more pronounced and troubling with time, and it's also something that I never told anyone... out of the corner of my eye, with my peripheral vision, I would see this doll move. She would raise an arm slightly, or turn her head. And I always had the unnerving feeling that it was watching me.
One day, when I was about 9-years-old, I was exiting my bedroom door, when out of the corner of my eye, I saw the doll raise her arm. Without hesitation, I bolted down the short hallway, spun around the banister at the top of the stairs, took the first 2 or 3 steps, and then leaped from the staircase to the floor below. I don't know how I did this without getting hurt. I didn't go back upstairs for hours that day. I put it off as long as I could, dreading going back up to my room.
When my grandmother passed away, I was 28 and still living in this house, still the inhabitant of the upstairs bedroom, and that wretched doll still stood guard at that bedroom doorway. Now, having the house to myself, I picked it up and shoved it in the upstairs hallway closet. Everytime I passed through my bedroom doorway and walked down that short hallway, past the closet door, the hair on the back of my neck would stand up.
Fast forward decades later, I'm 36-years-old. I'm visitng my Aunt in South Dakota, and my sister had come out to her house to visit as well. My Aunt dug out photo albums from our childhood, and my sister and I sat in a huddle at the kitchen table, pouring over these photos and reminicing. We came to a photo of a 4-year-old me and the life-size doll. My sister lowered her voice, leaned in close to my face, and she said.... "Did you ever see her move?"
I have never heard of this term until today, but it makes a lot of sense and puts a name to something that so many people experience -- fear of dolls, mannequins, clowns, elves, robots, etc. Why are they so creepy? Well, there's a reason...
Uncanny Valley, definition: a term that describes the “eerie sensation” people feel when they encounter a robot with human-like characteristics. It was first coined in 1970 by Masahiro Mori, a robotics professor at the Tokyo Institute of Technology.
The Uncanny Valley theory: Uncanny Valley is a theory in aesthetics suggesting a humanoid object appearing almost, but not exactly, like a real human can evoke feelings of eeriness or revulsion, rather than familiarity, due to the object's proximity to reality yet noticeable imperfections.
Why do we experience Uncanny Valley: Some cognitive explanations of Uncanny Valley include the idea that we assign humanlike qualities or a mind to artificial people, this can cause cognitive dissonance and confusion since we don't know if we should treat them as human, or trust them to behave as such.
Why is the movie, The Polar Express, considered Uncanny Valley: The Polar Express is controversial and creepy to some viewers thanks to its animation style, which created a phenomenon known as Uncanny Valley. While the filmmakers clearly opted for a more realistic art style, many of The Polar Express's characters look human but not human enough.
For those who are creeped out by The Polar Express, know that you're not alone. What's more, while the visuals were pretty impressive when the movie was released back in 2004, it hasn't aged well and the sense of Uncanny Valley has arguably worsened with its age. The creators of The Polar Express made the fatal mistake of filming actors with motion-capture technology, which gave every character dead lifeless eyes.Is Uncanny Valley a psychological response: There are a number of psychological phenomena in which dramatic emotional responses are evoked by seemingly innocuous stimuli. A well known example is the Uncanny Valley effect, whereby a near human-looking artifact can trigger feelings of eeriness and repulsion.
Does everyone experience Uncanny Valley: Further, neuroscientists have found that not everyone experiences Uncanny Valley the same way; one may be more or less affected by the phenomenon based on previous life experience.
How do you overcome Uncanny Valley: For those professionals who create humanoid figures and characters for movies and books... A good way to avoid Uncanny Valley is to move a character's proportions and structure outside the range of human. One reason Gollum was so successful is that he has big eyes, and the shape of his face is not quite human. Grendel in Beowulf is also disfigured and deformed.
Why is Uncanny Valley so creepy: Mori coined the term Uncanny Valley to describe his observation that as robots appear more humanlike, they become more appealing, but only up to a certain point. Upon reaching Uncanny Valley, our affinity descends into a feeling of strangeness, a sense of unease, and a tendency to be scared or freaked out.
The Divine Me: Embracing Your Inner Goddess... [excerpt]
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This is the first of a couple paranormal investigations that I documented at the time with photos as well as copious notes that became a blog post and have today turned into this video. This took place in Fremont NE, the year was 2009, and we were off to experience a haunted house. Enjoy! (We did)
I can, from personal experience, empathize with this woman on some of the most important points (or criticisms) that come up:
1. Estranged from a father that double-crossed her... CHECK
2. Has a bitchy half-sister that she only met once... CHECK
3. Had to leave a family of super toxic poisonous in-laws... CHECK
Yep, and to the mass of general public all over the world that thinks they know what they don't know, well, what can I say. You have to be there to really know the stories and the reasons.
I hope for Meghan that she has the support system and the stamina to hold up, live her life with gusto, and outrun negative people and negative criticism, because that's what I did. Sometimes, because people have made the choice to hate you, ramped up on adrenalin and group bully mentality, nothing you ever do will be right, there will always be those people out there who choose to find something wrong... CHECK
I smudge my house with sage. I've been doing this for over 40 years, and I will continue to do so, though probably not for another 40 years.
Smudging: burning sacred herbs such as sage to cleanse a space, object, or ourselves of negative energy.
American (or Canadian) Indigenous People are not the only people upon our beautiful planet who smudge. And by the way, kudos to them for being among those of us who follow this practice.
Note... "smudging" is not a term that is protected by either copyright or trademark. It is a word in the dictionary, and it is free to be used by the public.
More information:
Spiritual Appropriation ~
It's a Conundrum for the American Melting Pot
Finally, after being laid up for over a month with back issues, I'm slowly rejoining the world of the living. I have created a new tarot reading, and I chose to go with my blog The Mystic Crone. Happy reading...
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For those who don' know, I've been pretty much out of commission since the week of the Winter Solstice (Dec 21st) with very badly pulled back muscles, excruciating, I could hardly get up and down off the sofa by myself. I really did it up good with a combination of activities I should not have been doing in the first place, like wrestling a 50lb bag of cat litter across the front yard and up our camper steps. I shall not do that again, but I was childishly proud that I accomplished this feat at the time. Little did I know.
During most of this period, I virtually stopped posting on social media, stopped creating videos, or doing tarot readings, or doing much of anything really. I was trying to cope with the pain without having to go to the doctor and experience all the hub-bub and inconvenience that it would cause. Anyway, as I told my significant other, "What's a doctor going to do, tell me my back muscles are strained and provide a prescription for medication that I probably won't take?" So far, I've managed on my own with ice packs and a rotating combination of aspirin and Ibuprofen.
It's getting better. I just have to remember that when I hit a good day it does not mean that I can jump up and resume physical activities as usual. I've set myself back a couple times doing this.
Thank you to those who were aware of this situation and sent me lots of positive energies and good wishes, and thank you to those who didn't know but who kept visiting my blogs and websites and watching my videos. I can't wait to begin creating new material again, and I'm so anxious to do some new tarot readings. It's been a while.
Peace out, and to my northern peeps, stay warm and stay safe during some of this nasty winter weather.
There are three micro-readings here, which means there are three sets of cards with one sentence interpretations, but for someone, these three readings are telling us one story.
Did I mention how much fun I had being interviewed by Glenda Dawson? Well, I had a lot of fun. She's my kinda' gal, it was a hoot.
Our first tarot reading for the new year! Be sure to join me at my tarot website and my YouTube channel.
The following blog post is a short excerpt from my book, The Divine Me: Embracing Your Inner Goddess, pages 82-85, from the chapter "The Goddess in Every Month".
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March ~ Eostre
Origin: Germanic
Influences: spring and dawn, fertility, birth
AKA: Ostara
Symbols: rabbits, eggs, spring flowers, butterflies
This goddess is all about spring, birth, fertility, and the
changing of seasons, the return of spring bringing with it the planting season,
the return of warmth and promise and new beginnings.
The oddest myth that follows Eostre is the story of how she
saved a bird from freezing to death in the winter. Its wings were frozen together. Eostre magically changed the bird into a
rabbit, a rabbit which retained its ability to lay eggs.
I don’t know about you, but this puts a whole new spin on
the Easter images I grew up with.
I would imagine, in ancient times, when the rituals of this
goddess were regularly practiced among the people, she was looked upon with a
sigh of relief, as in another winter has passed and we survived. Symbolically, it seems, the celebration for
this goddess on the spring equinox would herald the return of daylight, as well
as preparations for planting and the birthing of farm animals for sustenance.
In other words, it feels like the world is coming out of a
dark frigid isolating winter and things are starting to move again, coming to
life.
Hmmm… “Eostre” sounds an awful lot like “estrogen”, just
saying.
March’s Magick/Seed Moon
A Protection Spell
The main thing about someone who thinks they need a
protection spell is that there’s something that’s making them feel threatened
in some way.
Who, or what, are you afraid of; or what is the set of
circumstances that makes you feel threatened?
What do you think you need protection from? Think about it, and then proceed with the
following spell, if you still feel that it’s needed:
Let’s create a mojo bag for protection, as this is a very
versatile way to create protection for a wide variety of reasons.
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Start with the bag, a drawstring bag – I
would choose black to repel negative people, entities, or circumstances; to
banish unwanted things; to neutralize negative energy. But you choose whatever color makes you feel
safe and secure, warm, and fuzzy… protected.
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Second – write down on a small piece of
paper what you want protection from, be specific, be blunt and to the
point. Next, take a red ink pen or
marker and with intention, along with much vigor and emotion, maybe a little
cursing and spitting, draw a large red X through this list. It’s okay to get emotional, get angry, get
all riled up – what you’re doing is raising energy.
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Third – let’s add some other
“ingredients” to this bag, just so the universe and Spirit get the full
picture. This could be personal effects
from an individual, and not just the stereotypical “hair and fingernail
clippings”. It could be the button off a
shirt, a coin from their purse or wallet, a photograph, a piece of jewelry (an
earring, or ring, or necklace chain), a tube of lipstick, a cigarette butt – you
get the idea. Be creative.
Tie this bag closed, preferably with three knots. Keep it in a secret safe place and allow it
to work undisturbed. Should the time
come when you no longer feel the need for it, you can: 1) toss it in the
flame of a fire and let it burn to ash, 2) dismantle the bag and its
ingredients and toss them into the trash, or 3) bury it somewhere off
your property.